thanks for asking. its hard to say. i think life sucks right now.
now my 14 yr old child is asking me to allow them to smoke weed. apparently their therapist is condoning it and wants me to be okay with it. the reasoning is that its the only way my child can go to school without killing themselves or self-harming. their therapist told me that my child is struggling to want to be alive every day.
before that, my husband told me he doesnt care about our kids' emotional support. oh yeah he says i dont need his 100 dollars a week more than he does.
my profession is miserable
theres a few more things that i cannot even handle typing.
i feel like giving up.
i feel like a failure.
im feeling unsafe everywhere or at least very sad and alone, or at least triggered, confused and tired of being so vigilant.
i have no one to comfort me or reassure me that things are going to be okay. trying to breathe and relax.