See if this is close to the way you are feeling. I wrote it awhile back but the basic theme keeps playing over and over in my head.

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Imagine a sorrow so deep you will never find the bottom. An aching in your heart that echoes through your entire being. Disillusioned, discouraged and unable to cope with the everyday tasks of life. Fighting demons even wizards like Harry Potter can’t conquer. I’m tired of life; I’m tired of living.

At this moment in time, I have no feelings at all. No love, no hate, no sorrow, no happiness – nothing. No more tears, no more feelings. Death is even easier now. I feel no regret, no remorse for any sadness I might cause.

Right now there is a hollow emptiness that makes death no different than life.

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The unbearable pain is so hard to explain to others. What we don't realize is that others are going though the agony too.

Many here feel as you and we try to support each other as best a possible.


Be kind to yourself. We here to offer support.