Hi SnappingRope.

I will try to answer the questions you posed . . .

1. I've never seen that.
2. I do remember specific happy things from my past and in a lot of detail.
3. I don't lose myself in the memory except a little bit.
4. Yes and yes.
5. No and no to those questions.
6. I can feel love both around another person and when I am alone.
7. Deep question. Not sure I can answer. I think I know a lot about myself but not everything.
8. I can often sense people's thoughts from observing their face or behavior. Sometimes I am right and sometimes wrong. I cannot infallibly know what others are thinking. It's more like hints which can be interpreted or misinterpreted.
9. My memory is not so good these days. I am not at good at this as I used to be.
10. No to the MRI brain scan.
11. I can imagine a happy future at times. At other times, not so much.
12. I don't know for sure, but I feel I can be influenced by others and can influence others, but don't feel trapped or locked into it.

Sorry if my responses are not helpful. Wish I knew what else to say.