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Old Mar 27, 2023, 05:23 PM
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I have surgery friday, it's a simple outpatient procedure. Removing a ployp from my rectum.

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My dr thinks I stopped my blood thinner too soon and still have a blood clot. he wants me on lifetime blood thinners. Due to my history of blood clots. He's probably right, but I hate blood thinners. I have to avoid my favorite veggies.

I want to be healthy in life but I want to die and a blood clot may be my sudden death and my dr is trying to prevent it.

I've been married 3x what am I supposed to go for 4? Marriage sucks for me it's awful. I give up. Basically I enjoy life but my mom is going to die, than what?

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First my dad's death was hell on me. That's when I cracked. Yes I'd have an inheritance but that doesn't matter to me except when it does.

I'm just stuck in these feelings. I'm eating my feelings today. 4 days til surgery.
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Daughter: 20
Diagnosis: Bipolar with Psychosis. Latuda 100 mgs.

Last edited by DocJohn; Apr 02, 2023 at 09:19 AM. Reason: Added trigger warning
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