I talked to my pdoc today. She says she still sees the depression but I think she sees the little improvement I've been feeling the last few days. She did say (and mark in my chart in bright blue) that from now on I'll be going on a higher dose of Emsam than my usual in January because this is the 2nd year in a row I've gotten depressed at the very same time.


My therapist also called me to check on me today which was very nice of him. He called before I was awake and I mostly mumbled answers at him but he called when he could and I really appreciate it; it was nice and he's never done that before in 17 years.


I think that feeling good enough to post here is good. I've had so many times I've wanted to say something and just couldn't so maybe I'll feel like being supportive again soon.