Having a couple drinks maybe too much. I probably drink too much still but I’m not as bad as I was.

I mean I put a bunch of gin in my gin and tonic so it doesn’t even taste good anymore but eh.

Idk. I feel fine. I’m kind of worried about this whole lupus thing but I’m not panicking. I’m not worrying about food either. I’ve been snacking a lot lately. Trying to stick to good things like veggies and tzatziki and stuff.

I talk to the psychiatrist tomorrow. I don’t really know what to say. I’m pretty stable on my meds the Latuda and lamotrigine. But if I can’t take to lamotrigine… idk. Maybe I’ll mention my anorexia relapse but I’ve been doing good with that lately.

I just don’t know. I hate rehashing things with the psychiatrist. But I guess it’s good to talk it out. Hopefully it’s not the same dismissive ***** I saw that one time.



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