I have found that therapists are very reluctant to discuss abuse from other therapists. I suppose you might be able to find a therapist that wants to help with it, but mostly it just makes them suspicious of you, and they think you are going g to report them for some kind of abuse in the end as well. I don't know why it's like this.

With my experience of therapist abuse, I tell myself he was just a man. A man that called himself a therapist, but used this label to get closer to me than anyone has.

It's super painful, but I'm coming to the conclusion that if I ask people or therapists for help, it puts them in a powerful position to hurt me in some way. I'll never get what I need from them.

It affected my mental health massively, as seeking therapy was already a terrifying and vulnerable thing to do. To finally believe that someone can help, and then have them add to your trauma...it reinforces that the world is cold and un caring, for me.