I guess the meeting went well. It was with the same psychiatrist I saw back first time in 2017 and then in 2019. I don’t really like her. I like the other psychiatrist better she was nice.

Anyway we talked for almost an hour. Went over my history a bit, she asked about my mood and psychotic symptoms. I told her about OCD stuff (sometimes I have flare ups, but I have rituals I do all the time), told her about my anorexia flare up but that I’ve been better. Motivation, hygiene, drinking. All the fun stuff (sarcasm).

I hate talking to the psychiatrist because it’s only whenever there’s a referral (in Canada you don’t see a psychiatrist all the time for anything only consultations) so it’s annoying to have to go over everything over and over again.

So she’s going to review everything and see if she can recommend something incase I have to go off the lamotrigine, and if she can’t come up with something they’ll refer me to the mood disorder place at the hospital and they’ll do a consult.

Ugh I just hate it all. I mean I get it my doctor is not a psychiatrist but I like him and feel easy talking to him. I hate having to talk to some random person (who I already have a bad impression of from history) about my whole life’s story.

I guess I should get back to work but I’m just in a bad mood now.

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