Dear T,
Nervous to talk to you today. Especially as we then only have Friday before you're away for 10 days...well, at least there will be 10 days before I see you--of course I don't know when you'll actually be away, and you won't tell me or give me a sense of where you're going or how you're getting there. I do wonder if some of this reaction of mine is because you'll be away, like maybe I'm trying to put space between us to make it easier in a way? I don't know. You probably wouldn't understand that if I tried to explain it.
Love,
LT