Thank you very much for your response. It is really pleasing to have someone acknowledge me and support me, because anything I posted online before was ignored. I am grateful.

My masturbation addiction doesn’t necessarily ruin my life or anything, but it is often that I will masturbate just because I am experiencing stress or simply because I’m bored. I can do much better things in these situations, but instead I masturbate and even feel bad afterwards because of the fetish I used.

Even if masturbation itself doesn’t affect me much (which I think isn’t true, I just can’t identify the issues it’s causing right now), my cuckold fetish definitely affects me in bad ways. It is ruining my self-esteem at the very least. If I watch a movie, anime, read a story or anything like that, I will most likely imagine cheating and cuckold scenarios with the characters, and actually look them up on porn sites. Maybe even see people in real life and do the same imagining.

I also fear that since I mostly masturbate to cuckold fetish, I will not be able to have a proper sexual inter course with a woman once I get there. Will I be turned on? Will I have an erection? Will I be able to ejaculate?

I feel like before I do anything about my masturbation addiction, I need to do something about my cuckold fetish addiction. I really hope that this will end just like any other fetish ended, but something more terrifying might replace it. So maybe I need to actually cut off my masturbation at all for it not to happen. I’m not even sure what to do.

But again, thanks for replying. I will use your words to help me find the solution that I am looking for.