I read this article that the Nashville shooter seemed to like the movie Juno alot and dressed up as the title character every sprit week during school. Idk. Maybe they were jealous that Elliot Page was able to transition while they werent and thats what set them off. Either way the media needs to stop focusing on the shooter being trans because its harmful to the trans and whole LGBTQ community. Being trans has nothing to do with the fact that 6 people are dead.

I'm doing ok. Kinda bored these last 3 days. I had therapy on Monday and shes helping me out with my anger. When I first told her I get angry she said "you don't seem like the type to get angry." Then I told her its mostly internal. She sent me this article with a picture of an anger iceberg and how anger is a secondary emotion. I'm supposed to look at the emotions underneath the iceberg and identify what I'm truly feeling. I've been using it a lot since Monday and its been helpful.

Food wise things have just been exhausting. My kidney doctor wants a stool sample and then possibly wants me to go to a gastro doctor for an endoscopy. But I just don't have an interest in food. Last night my mom was trying to find something for me to eat and she said "I'll fix whatever you want." She said I'm under nourished. I was too tired to eat and I knew I'd be asleep soon. And I was right.

People don't get being the opposite of a stress eater. They either think you are humble bragging or say "I wish I had that problem!."