Congratulations Soupe on getting moved in ! Sorry things aren’t truly finished but I’m thrilled you can finally sleep in your own bed! That will probably make things better over all. Grieve the loss of youre Dad when the waves hit. As Scooter said it’s okay to move on with your life. Our loved ones would never want us to get stuck.
Scooter ! That’s great you have a trainer to help with goals and adjustments to push you but in a attainable levels.
Nammu .. I sure hope you find him soon