me too.
I am working on accepting inclusion and receiving positive feedback from people IRL.
When someone says 'I want you to be there' or 'come along' or 'come over' I do now without first thinking that I will be judged or that they want me only for what I can do for them. It's an 'old family thing' I'm working on getting over.
I have my depression still going on, but I don't use it as an excuse not to continue to change things to improve my life ... because I have hope that someday this veil of depression will be lifted and - you know - I'll see things clear and in high definition!
love and peace,
night
(another great helpful thread for all of us, thanks fuzzy xo)