I don't know why and I"m not going to question it but today I felt better. Not 100% but better than I have in months. I think there is hope this depression is actually going to end. And next year we're going to treat pro-actively at the time I got depressed this year and last so hopefully this is clear for a long time. I've never had Emsam take so long to kick in but it has and now I just have to wait for it to reach full effectiveness.