The therapist i had in 2012 certaintly was like i said in my post, literally even when he found out i had gone to a&e to try stay safe from suicide one time, the psych there called me a time waster and told me to go home, then told tales on me to the counsellor i had, who literally didnt give a sh--

Thats one thing i do remember from 2012, recovered that one memory from that year