THANK YOU to all who responded to my post about my friend's death and that I am lovable. I too believe that everyone is lovable and deserves love, and I do know my friend wasn't in her right mind because she had left a previous message on my voicemail where her husband was audible in the background telling her what to say, just basic things like "ask her to call you back."

Even when I had spoken to her a few weeks previously, she wasn't herself. As I said she had 3 tumours in her brain, as well as cancer throughout her body. It would be unjust, not just to me but to my friend, to assume she didn't care about me because she didn't articulate that.