Yes! I understand how you feel. I drink to excess on weekends and always tell myself that its the weekend after all so nothings wrong with that.... It starts with 2, 6, before I know it I have had at least twelve and most have more at any cost. I wake up the next day and hate myself for the dumb things I have said and did the night before, not to memtion feeling so bad the whole day is ruined.......Yes I have been there...((((((())))))))