I actually feel better just venting, and whatever is wearing off/kicking in. Yeah I know, I'm not allowed to mention anything. But even drug servers, mods say "You're doing it dangerously" - That's what I mean by people assuming ****.

I'm tired of it all. No one seems to be real or have a consciousness.

It's all ego. I don't judge anyone. I'm in a white room of isolation.

Or think that I know what I'm talking about. I never do.