I can never sleep the night before big events (trips, surgeries, do-or-die appointments) and I think tonight's gonna be no exception. I meet with pre-op 7:30am tomorrow at a hospital over an hour away for a marathon four hours of tests, scans and info dumps to get me ready for my spinal surgery in three weeks.
My mom (who's coming with) wonders why I'm not nervous. This is me being nervous.
On a lighter note, I think I'm going to order a pizza before the pizza joint closes!
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"I must not fear.
Fear is the mind-killer.
Fear is the little-death that brings total obliteration.
I will face my fear.
I will permit it to pass over me and through me.
And when it has gone past, I will turn the inner eye to see its path.
Where the fear has gone there will be nothing. Only I will remain."
-Litany Against Fear (Dune)
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