Hey Joe_Dirt. Hang in there buddy.🙏I think if you re-post this in the 'Work and Careers' forum on this site, you're more likely to get some good advice and guidance regarding your situation, and in so doing may help to give you some hope and positivity back, lifting your spirits. The forum can be found here, friend: https://mysupportforums.org/work-and-careers/

Stay hopeful please, things can change in spite of how we may see or evaluate things. And good on you for reaching out.🙏