(((((((((((silversparrow))))))))))))

Aww sweetie, I wish I knew thew answer to your problems and worries, but I am also in the same situation.

It takes a mere split second from me to be fine, then an absolute wreck, for no aparent reason at all. One thing I do know is that drinking and SI are not going to solve anything - they are only going to make things worse. It will get better, keep pushing yourself, and just take it one day at a time

feel free to PM me if you need to talk

take care, babyg xXx