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Originally Posted by ~Christina
I spent most the night flip flopping and beating myself up over things I never got to do with my life. My Father had my college all figured out when I graduated high school in 1985.. nursing school. What did I do ?? Blew it off. I went to work for medical doctors as medical assistant and thought I was doing the right thing. Undiagnosed Bipolar looking back.
Anyway I never did get in the position to ever go to college to get my RN
I often think how my life would be different if I had a career I longed for and the good financial state I would have been in instead of this brutal struggle to keep the basics going. I never thought my life would funnel into this sometimes miserable place.
There is no way to change things and go for it now when I’m plagued with such health problems.
I know that I have been blessed with Amanda and Steve.
I dunno I just wish my current circumstances where different.
Anyway I’m done *****ing.
Mantra * stop complaining *
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I can relate to some of this. I sometimes wish I had ''worked harder'' at a career. My Father was keen to give me a ''good education'' but this stopped when I turned 17. (as did any other form of positive interest in me). At the time I didn't know why (I did not have the required information...)
Thanks for sharing.
