The doctor called in the dicyclomine. I took the first 2 doses and I already feel so much better. It also acts as an anxiety med too. Probably since it gets rid of the pain. The only issue is that it can really decimate my appetite and I can lose a lot of weight on it without trying. But if its the only thing that works and I can't get into see the doctor until June 14th, my therapist is just going to have to suck it.

At the coffee shop the other day the woman at the window smiled at me. Today she asked how I liked my drink. I think she was just being friendly but I'm not used to much of anyone talking to me let alone girls my age