Did I kill my own thread?

I think I am having a nervous breakdown. My anxiety is through the roof.

Nothing is working out lately.

I had a roommate all lined up before April 1,. and my landlord screwed it all up for me.

I'm being questioned and interrogated about my last job in interviews.

And now, my mother is telling me she cannot afford the monthly cost to support me, AFTER I've already signed a year-long lease, and AFTER she already advised me to stay in my apartment, AND SIGN THE LEASE.

We are talking it through on Easter Sunday, but at this point..... I am losing it.... I am barely able to hold it together.

Anyone have any thoughts as to why my entire team at my last company is ignoring me? I don't understand it.