This week has SUCKED.

First, no one replies to me from my last job - not one person is willing or able to help.

Next, my mother retracts her offer to help me pay for my apartment. She said, go ahead, sign the lease, I will cover you. Now she says she can't.

Then, my cat tore up my favorite genuine black leather coat.

And just to top it all off, Jay seems to be more distant lately from me.... he is not as engaging over texts, he is not replying to some texts, and he doesn't seem to be initiating texts lately too.

WTF. I am about to implode. I cannot take or bear anything else..... I am so done with negative crap happening in my life, repeatedly. I swear, I feel cursed.