I don't get this depression. Maybe it's been like this before and I don't remember (I'll ask my therapist Monday) but I have one good day and then several bad before having another good day. I seem to be stuck at the same level on depression and I'm also going to ask him to do a depression inventory out of curiosity. I just spent the entire day cuddled up under my weighted blanket and watching videos but I don't feel better at all. Before in this messed up depression if I could have a day off I'd feel feel better for a few before getting sucked back under. Today it didn't help and I want to do it again although I can't because I need to go to the store for Easter stuff.


I am so discouraged. I thought a month into my higher dose of Emsam I'd be all better. I think I will hit a week in a few days.

I'm so overwhelmed. I've not done laundry in 2 weeks. I could sleep all day every day. I don't want any noise.Et.

I just don't understand. I've had a bipolar diagnosis for 21 years and I don't remember even having one like this. I don't even know when it started.

I'm so over the whole thing regardless of when it started.