I have posted in the schizophrenia forum but don't know if I belong there or not. I have been diagnosed with it before, then changed to schizo-affective. But whatever, I'm sure my problems have something to do with personality. At least I'm treated as though I have a problem with it. To me, I'm not all that bad of a person, but for some reason, my family chooses to ignore me, other people tend to avoid me, and I have become an outcast from the general population. From what I've been seeing while surfing around these boards, it seems that most everyone is much more close to normal than me. The serious mental illness that I have has kept me from being involved in life. I can't usually think straight long enough to keep up with people. I'm just sick of people faking with me. If I sound like I have an IQ problem, then let me know. If I'm not cute enough, tall enough, sane enough, interesting enough, just tell me d@#$it! I just get tired of this "well let's fake a little with her again to get her out of our hair" stuff.
I have lived in this community more than 3 years and NO ONE has bothered to say much to me unless it's about something one of my kids might have done in the past or something else that might be wrong with me. That seems to be what people like pointing out. I'm just tired of this.