I feel miserable but i know it is partly the last day of a dull holiday weekend having it's last hurrah with me. In good news, i slept thru the night for the first time since my stomach ordeal started eleven days ago.

I'm Canadian and euthanasia for reasons of mental illness was supposed to have become available this March. But it was delayed for a year for further study, to get the wording right. One obstacle i have is my dog who i want to take care of for the balance of her life. She is ten, so there could be only four to eight more years.

I'm so tired and my life is so empty. I don't want to live anymore. Either i'm a raving lunatic or i'm inert. That's no way to live.

@Samicat:

That's so cool that you've done stand-up comedy! Who, what, when, where, why and how?