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Old Apr 10, 2023, 09:15 PM
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Originally Posted by cogladaid View Post
The more I think about what’s ‘normal’ the more I realize that normal doesn’t exist. People are all weird and different sizes and stuff. No one fits the ‘normal’ mode, not really.

It’s hard to accept really.

At a concert I feel awkward like ‘I feel like I’m the weirdo dancing’ but really everyone is weird.

I need to accept it. Perception of normal. Thinking of perfect human. We’re all different in our weirdness.

I need to embrace it.

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All of reality... think of the thoughts inside your head - "Where do they come from?", think of the world.. "How good can I see this blue/green ball? Can I map out the continents? Can I draw the map of Europe? What is the outline of Germany.. What do I know about Germany? How many towns and cities?" etc.. All of the different perceptions, building objective reality..

And then.. "What is attractive?" and for me, "Why does my mom like assholes?" - "What is the spectrum of sexuality? Are most people somewhat bisexual?" and me (As a bisexual/asexual), "Why do people care so much about sex?", well - I once after said "Need dopamine", and a friend was like "Because of that"..

.. What is dopamine... Expectation, motivation.. Too much? The rat will eat food (If it requires no effort), and too little? It will be highly motivated to get the food (It could be the other way around idk).. The parts of the brain? Some areas are larger than others (Depending on male/female).

And with people arguing about gender, on a mass scale.. We're like the mice.. The mice don't know what they're talking about, they just want cheese, water, sex, sleep etc..

So all of the basic necessities must be met.. But humans, can go for self-actualization, religious thoughts (What would there be without psychosis?) - Some individuals, shamans for the rest, telling stories.. What is a story.. I find it hard to tell them, just experiences.. What is an experience..

Life is the journey.. and people make it up, were born with an absent mind, created by the void, consciousness injected, "Whenever the sperm and eggs meets" is what people say.. Magnets, two poles of ions flowing through..

Love and nothing (Is what I think is all outside in the void).. People argue, bad things happen, pain? What is pain.. Lack of endorphins.. a hug. People can be cruel (Is what I thought of yesterday), very cruel. It's possible. And it will happen to every entity, everything will. So what is important is this;

Reality is a swirling tornado of colours (Such as colour particles - Yellow, red and blue I think?), we see with our eyes.. People at a festival, dancing.. A person could by just lying there, vomit on their shirt, any size and shape, symbols written on their clothes, tattoos - That mean something.. It all means something "What is the meaning!?" - A master will explain, "I have the answers.. the true answer", and anyone can say to anyone or anything, "**** you. I am right - Or I could be wrong and know you are full of it".

And we will die.. So all of the outside in this reality, doesn't matter for now.. We'll wait until then, and try to live what we are destined..
Thanks for this!
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