I’ve been in a euphoric high the past week. I barely sleep. It’s 3am now and I have to go to my volunteer job in 6 hours from now. I also have to clean before I go.

I don’t know if it’s just excitement from the relationship or if it will wear off.

But I’m spending too much money , texting too much to family and friends, can’t seem to slow down etc and I’ve been making adjustments to my meds and being impulsive a bit

I feel more confident but I feel like that will be a good thing for getting a job. But sometimes I worry I’m overestimating my ability to handle stress and moving to fast with life changes.

I really hope I hear back from at least one of the places I applied to yesterday.

Idk what the point of this post is. I need some ****ing sleep

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