Yes, I have obtained detailed notes from the therapist and I know exactly what I brought up ( four specific trauma situations). In their notes they put “ patient was vague in giving details about traumas that were perceived, Said she doesn’t trust therapist because anything she says is used against her.” This entire statement was fabricated in order to get the diagnosis they wanted to give. I was extremely detailed in the four specific traumas given and not once did I feel or say I didn’t trust therapist. I take people at face value and never had a problem with trust but after what the therapist did to me in session, gaslighting me twice deliberately and their fabricated notes, they violated the very fundamental of therapy, trust. When I was explaining to them I felt things have changed in the sessions and I wasn’t sure why or if there was something that I did, I paused to think about what I would say next when…. The therapist jumps up in their seat and says I didn’t abandon you. I know for a fact I didn’t say anything remotely close to being abandoned and was gaslighted by their fabrication of the word. saying I felt they abandoned me which wasn’t the topic I was discussing nor did I say it or insinuate it since I don’t feel or have ever been abandoned, left me confused as hell and rest of the week I kept playing that scenario over doubting what just happened. ( narcissistic trait in a therapist). Secondly, they didn’t like my test results for the GAD test, which was an eight, they redid the test in session on a computer while I was crying due to stress of talking about my trauma. Not only did they fabricate documentation in their notes saying that I told him I had GAD score of 20/21 (which I don’t, a score of 8 does not qualify for GAD) but when I ask them about the score that they put down a 20 out of 21, they said they never gave a test on the computer( another fabrication and gaslighting) This therapist did bizarre things and behaved bizarrely. They documented in the notes that I perceived trauma despite the very details I shared. Being assaulted, sexually assaulted etc, is “ perceived” perhaps the right question to ask is how does a therapist know whether something is perceived or not? They are supposed to take you at face value not play judge, jury, executioner. If I wanted that I would go commit a crime and go to court to have a judge and jury state if I am telling the truth and committed the crime.