With my work ‘friends’ in our group chat I said good morning yesterday morning. Then I didn’t say anything. No one noticed until early this afternoon. Took almost two days for them to notice me.

Do I sound a little petty? Maybe. These people don’t care about me, not really. I need to stick to my silence. Only talk when they talk to me. I can’t keep opening myself up to them.

Like I said I was concerned about my hands hurting the other day and they started making jokes about how I can take up fart painting. Not a word of sympathy or anything just stupid jokes.

Whatever. I’ll probably leave them eventually.

Anyway, making a roasted pork loin with mashed potatoes and corn for dinner. Drinking a gin lemon drop martini (gin - usually it’s vodka but I’m out, elderflower liqueur, triple sec, simple syrup, and lemon juice).

I see my doctor next week. I took a blood test yesterday.

I’m concerned about my bruises and my hands. They don’t hurt much the last couple days but I lost my grip yesterday and dropped my coffee mug (it’s fine but I spilled coffee all over the floor). I have like 12 bruises on my hands and arms and legs.

Idk. I just wish it was next week already to hear what the doctor has to say.

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