I'm gonna take Invega pills instead of the "Invega Trinza" injection. Idk wtf they're putting in that injection, where it comes from, how it gets here, how it could possibly be tampered/messed with. I don't trust this ****** corrupt system. Just give me my paliperidone pills, antagonize my serotonin receptors a little (Cuz that's not my fault I was born in this **** without taking psychedelics when I needed to at age ~14 or so).

Hahaha! ^-

I was a shaman.. And they turned my consciousness into depressed, lead. Grey matter deteriorating like the radiation that we are.

Decay, brain cell! Decay!

It's all destruction... That's all this is. Nothing is permanent. And out of that, creation. All it is. No one is in control.