Hi guys,

My mania was quite bad so I called my mental health centre where my Psychiatrist is based. I only have a Psychiatrist here as everyone else has discharged me. I called 5 times and have been for an assessment with them this was all in March. The last communication I had with a nurse she said I had to keep on at them via calling in so that I was on the system and then they would help me wtah!!! I'm like I'm not gonna call I've called 5 times already. I got one guy nurse who said my skin crawling had nothing to do with my mental health but was actually a skin condition and to seek support from the pharmacy. Also he said my Psychiatrist wasn't overly concerned about me. This was my 3rd phone call in 1 week and an assessment at the centre by a nurse. Fml. I give up. No one cares about us anymore. We are all just a number to the mental health team. I'm seeing my Psychiatrist face to face since Nov 2019 on 7th June. It's been video calls since covid. I'm taking my sister in with me too.

My counsellor wrote a letter to my Psychiatrist this was 3 weeks ago. I haven't heard a thing from him. Not has my counsellor. Again proves there is no care at all. I was screaming out for support and got nothing.

I'm feeling less buzzy now a days still high but less buzzy. My counsellor thinks I definitely have adhd inattentivness. I'm showing clear signs of this so who knows as I sure don't