I admire you so much for turning your life around and venturing forth into unknown territory. I would be so scared if I was in your shoes.

Since I have not shouldered the crushingly heavy burdens you have carried, I am unfit to offer you advice.

I can suffer anxiety over little things at times so I cannot imagine what you are going through.

Sometimes it helps my distress to lean on people here on these Forums. Maybe you might find it helpful to post here everyday or anytime you are feeling scared.

I fear my response to you is so poor compared to your challenges. Hopefully others here will prove .ore helpful to you

I will keep you in thoughts. There are.many people here going through awful of scary stuff. So I hope you will not feel so alone with your anxiety. Lean on us.

I feel my words to you are worse than useless but I don't know what to say. So very very sorry that you are suffering so!.