E: I am already apologizing in advance for tomorrow’s session. My walls just got smashed down by being told I most likely will not likely be able to say goodbye to the kids, or my co-workers, or the parents. I am shattered. I was already feeling guilty that I have left them a long time, but now, to never see them again?? I can barely breathe I am crying so hard.

They have been my livelihood for the past 13 years. And boom, I am just gone. No explanation. How will I get through this? I also see the doctor for a follow up after the MRI. So who knows how that appointment will go.