I felt like super euphoric for a few days and then I kinda crashed yesterday afternoon after the tuna incident and it seemed like it was like some hypomania episode but I was also sleeping a lot. So I'm wondering if it was maybe a side effect to starting the bentyl. I don't regret applying for work all of a sudden so maybe I was just getting used to the med and the work stuff is seperate. I just don't get why I'm not hearing anything back from jobs I'm highly qualified for. Combined with my volunteer job I have almost 8 years of stocking and backroom expierence.

I hope I sleep tonight. Theres some creepy ghost shyt show on the travel channel right now in the hotel I'm trying to ignore. I honestly do not like going on trips anymore.