Couldn't sleep cuz of an OCD irritation with a reply from the autist friend (I re-read the reply, and I misinterpreted it cuz I skim read it - Since it's always walls of text), so I made tea and read all the text..

I'm excited for it to get warmer and busier here (Tourist town). It will be some hippie party for few months.

I plan now, with the dark winter.. that I can succeed in many ways.. I see the psychiatrist on Monday, and I'll explain to him - My own walls of text.. See what he does...

I'll take many zopiclone and fall asleep - As I must work in the morning.

Life is a struggle past few years more than my entire life. The psychosis era wasn't even that bad.. cuz I found humour in it all.. The crazy psych ward experiences.. That was something. Like I made one really cool friend (With bipolar) that told me his ketamine stories;

He stole a car, using a toy gun (And the police could have shot him) - But the ket helped with his bipolar depression.. + The shrooms. He'd wear sunglasses inside, walking down the hallway - and was like to me, "You're so cool, Yknow that?" lol

But yeah.. Many things happened. My frontal lobe is finally developed now.