Last night I was thinking about all the wrong turns and mistakes I've made in my life... and there have been many. I was trying to think of the times when I had made GOOD, SOUND decisions, and I couldn't think of that many.

This morning I made a wise, smart and good decision for once, and that feels GREAT. My gut told me to refuse the 10K from my ex. I also have vowed that I will listen to and follow my gut feelings from now on.... after NOT listening to my gut when I first met and then married an abusive mother fuc*ker, it made me feel SO foolish.

So from now on, my goal is to always follow my intuition and gut. I did today, and I am very happy about that. For once, I've made a good decision.