My mom and sister noticed I’ve been drinking more again and confronted me. Lots of crying and facing up that I’m more depressed than I thought I was.

I guess I’m not coping as well as I thought.

So going to heavily restrict my alcohol consumption, or just stop in general.

But now I have to deal with my feelings. Which sucks.

It’s leading me to think of other things like going back to restricting my food.

Ugh I can’t win.

I’ll tell my doctor when I see him on Tuesday.

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