And I am celebrating. I have lost 17 pounds, weight that i had gained with my husband and have been trying to lose for four years now. He made it impossible to diet and lose weight. Since I've been on my own, I've been eating healthy foods and dieting. So I lost all the weight I had gained while with him, and it really feels amazing. I feel like my normal, healthier self right now.. and sexier. I did. not feel sexy at the weight I was at, even if I was still, I didn't feel that way... it helps my self esteem, and I have reached a significant goal.. something to certainly celebrate.