I've got everything locked and loaded maynn..

Happy that my dad will visit in 2 weeks, and we'll drive somewhere in the new Mustang.

I'm more comfortable with myself and the world, reality.. Maybe cuz of the diazepam idk - I took it cuz I asked ChatGPT like 20 questions about my heart OCD.. It's a lot to deal with..... My mom reassured me, so I'm okay..

I feel accomplished today, been awake for 16 hours. Time 2 zopiclone myself (Maybe it'd work for you BB idk - I never built tolerance to it..).

I want to walk around the block, see the stars.. but the bears are coming out at this time of year. I almost got mauled by some last summer (Walking past them through the alley way, mid day) + After I went for a walk to sit, smoke weed by the river and meditate..

I'll just sit outside for a bit, absorb the cool mountain air =]