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Old Apr 15, 2023, 02:15 AM
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Originally Posted by Desoxyn View Post
I've got everything locked and loaded maynn..

Happy that my dad will visit in 2 weeks, and we'll drive somewhere in the new Mustang.

I'm more comfortable with myself and the world, reality.. Maybe cuz of the diazepam idk - I took it cuz I asked ChatGPT like 20 questions about my heart OCD.. It's a lot to deal with..... My mom reassured me, so I'm okay..

I feel accomplished today, been awake for 16 hours. Time 2 zopiclone myself (Maybe it'd work for you BB idk - I never built tolerance to it..).

I want to walk around the block, see the stars.. but the bears are coming out at this time of year. I almost got mauled by some last summer (Walking past them through the alley way, mid day) + After I went for a walk to sit, smoke weed by the river and meditate..

I'll just sit outside for a bit, absorb the cool mountain air =]

I’m not sure, I’ve never heard of zopiclone other from your posts on here , but am glad it helps you

I might just have to get back on trazodone. That seems to help somewhat. might be the easiest solution since I still have it and can call and get a refill on it, my doctor would have no problem with it especially if she knew how little I’m sleeping
I need to do something because going days without sleep can’t be good for me. I’ve slept maybe 3 nights out of the past 7 days otherwise I’ve been awake the whole time, it’s insane , Idk what’s wrong with me

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