• wanttoheal Thank you sweetie for thinking of me.

• Fuzzybear Thanks for safe hugs and for being considerate about posting…..although I can’t imagine your kindness being unsupportive here. Silly bear!

• silver_queen Thank you for the hugs and for not forgetting about me when I’m not around.

• nightdream I’m trying to take care……..I sure am trying. I pray for your safety and peace too.

• place I wish I were feeling better dear. I really do. We’re in this together here with plenty of those who understand firsthand instead of being booksmart about it. We’re becoming more DIDsmart.

• RhysMadison You’ve been in my thoughts a bunch lately as well. Thank you for the safe hugs. I miss you when you’re not around here.

• alexandra_k I was wondering how your assessment would go. It has to be hard dealing with the public health services available in your region. The group of ppl you are already in contact with back on the psych. board is a good one to continue on with. As one who has read there from early on (pre 2000) I’ve followed many who deal with this issue. I’m willing to bet that more similarities exist with that group and yourself than between the two of us. I don’t have the PM feature on as my ability to keep track of things is limited. DID isn’t an easy dx but in many ways, if one can believe this, it is easier to find help for than for BPD. I wish you luck in receiving the help you are deserving of. A year ago you were considering studies in the States….is that option out?

• dayzee9 Thanks for the encouragement. How long have you been dealing with your dx? Thank you for the attachment.

• Daggah I hope that you and all of your Pack soon get the help you all need. You’re all young enough to start healing earlier than most.

• wisewoman I thought we had applied for passes off this amusement park called life……at least for a day or two to catch our breath!

• gardenergirl Closest watsu is in city and at a cost beyond my ability to pay. Sounds lovely though.
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I guess there is a better/worse/better rhythm to this as therapy touches on whatever is in the core. That's my theory anyway.... I'd quit therapy and meds if those options were available to me at this time. Almost makes me long for the days of hopeless depression and despair.......at least that was familiar to me. This is unfolding in ways I coudn't have anticipated nor known to be ready for. Again, there isn't a manual for this so how am I supposed to know when this is good and healing and when I need to seek extra support?! I've all but stopped going out with ppl I don't know as I'm afraid what could happen...not of them but of my behaviours since I'm finding more and more things I do not recall having done </font>