I have an eating disorder, it's pretty obvious it's bulimia, although it's not officially diagnosed. I see my PCP next week for a follow up after a hospitalization (psychotic episode due to schizoaffective). I've spoken to my therapist about this and she agrees that I have an eating disorder, and we're working on it (getting nowhere, but she's going for ed specific training soon). I think my regular nurse practitioner should know I'm binging and purging, ya know, for medical reasons (especially since I have a history of throwing up small amounts of blood).
I don't know what exactly to tell her though, or how to get myself to admit it to anyone other than my therapist. Advice?
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