I'm going to call my therapist tomorrow. I had to seriously control myself tonight to not swear like a sailor around my kid. If meds don't get fixed I fear there will be holes in walls and doors (though now when I'm pissed I throw soft things for damage control).

I have a psychiatrist. I see him on the 26th. I'm going to talk to him about this. I think it's because I went from 300mg of seroquel to 100mg of seroquel. I want OFF the seroquel!!!!!!!! **** seroquel! It's turning me into a fat *** and the other day all I could think about was buying frosting and eating it directly out of the container!

I don't know why the diazepam didn't calm me down. NOTHING was calming me down!!!! I took 800x3mg of gabapentin, 20mg of diazepam, 50mg of seroquel, and 10mg of propranolol. And earlier in the day I took a couple of benadryl because of allergies.

My sleep has been kind of off and on.

Thanks for asking