i guess i kind of feel like maybe i was just a gateway to him. i was friends with him before they ever met. and know that they have this fling its like im being excluded. theyre only around each other now and it makes it very awkward. so i guess its a little bit of everything. not only did she do the thing i said i would never do to her. but now they are around each other evry waking moment and its a little annoying. not because im jealous of her but because i feel like its breaking up our little group. like now, everyone feels awkward around them because they wont talk to anyone else if the other person is there. and im not generalizing; ive actually talked to other people about it and have heard them say that it makes them feel awkward also. i dont know, im guessing that once shes gone in 2 weeks things will go back to normal. i just dont like feeling like they cant hang out with anyone else because we were all having fun together and now it feels like we are dividing, y'know?
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