I'm just overrun for the last couple of days with thoughts of:

- Is it possible to get through to her?
- How can I say or do things differently?
- Did I create this in her?

Today a family member sent me a screen shot to show me she is "single" on FB, and screenshots of her concert going.

I feel like there's a hand around my heart today, squeezing.

That, and worried about money.