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Originally Posted by Open Eyes
It’s bad enough that she experienced so much abuse. Something triggered her to start experiencing things from her past that cause es her to relive things in flashbacks both visual and emotional. Could be certain smells, certain environments and certain tones people present when they communicate.
It is just awful and cannget very debilitating.
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I feel for her situation, I really do lots of compassion for her as I love her still .
At the same time ....What about me ? Who has compassion for me ?
Not my wife as she is the one hurting the very person who offers her the most compassion who cares more about her then anyone in the world.
Because of her PTSD that I did not cause , PTSD that popped out of her suppressed memories that did not exist during the first 20 years of our relationship .
Because of that almost everything in my life that meant anything to me is being taken from me . It's not right.
To try to fix her mental health she is delivering a just about fatal blow to mine? Sounds beyond selfish to me .
Something I would never do to her .
The feelings of me being a failure that go with it feels like they will haunt me forever.
I am so very hurt .