Last night I had a dream and for the first time in a while it wasn't a nightmare. It was actually good and romantic. I want to share it while it's still fresh in my head as dream details often escape as I become more awake .

It didn't have her in it , I have no idea who the other woman was, it's like I could see them but could not identify them . All I know is that she approached me ,I am certain of that.

It was like first dates kinda stuff
There was warmth and closeness with the person and a feeling of being cared about, something I haven't felt in many months perhaps even a year except for the occasional positive interaction with my wife .
We were enjoying each others company, flirting with each other hugging and kissing (but nothing deeper no sex) and oddly enough cruising around on a lake on a warm summer day with this woman and we were getting to know each other better .

It felt good and I woke up a little bit less sad. I have no idea where it came from . Is this how my healing and beginning to put me 1st begins ?